I haven’t posted in a while. I haven’t been doing that much since I found out that I got the new job. I was going to finish out the 2 weeks at my old job but I just couldn’t do it. I was so so sick and I wanted to call in last Tuesday but he wouldn’t let me call in. I ended up working all day with a 103 degree fever and I have never been in so much pain in my life. After that I just didn’t go back. To hell with that place. My boss still called me and was asking if I was going to come in on Monday. Ummm no. What made you think so? The fact that I no called, no showed for 4 days after never missing a day of work? It took me forever to get over being sick. I swear that I have been feeling like crap for a month now. The good thing that came out of that was that I quit smoking. It’s been 8 days since I had a cigarette. I have gone out in the garage and looked at the half butts out there in the ashtray a bunch of times but I havent smoked them. I suppose I should throw them away to take away the temptation huh?
Grandma Korgie had a massive stroke in the base of her brain the other day. She isn’t doing that well. She is down at the hospital here in Lincoln but I haven’t gone down there. I don’t know what it is but I don’t really want to see her all stroked out. I worked in a stupid nursing home for about 4 years and that place is filled with empty shells that aren’t people anymore. It sucks.
I either need to find a new place that allows dogs or I need to find a new roommate pretty soon. Kasey is planning to move in with his girlfriend. I need to find a damn girl of my own is what I need to do. I have been alone for so damn long. I am just bitter and miserable. It seems so easy for everyone else, I just don’t get it. I never meet anyone worth a damn. Maybe I should just find someone and settle.
I start the new job on Monday. I hate starting new jobs. I always feel so worthless bacuase I don’t have a clue what’s going on. Oh well. The pay is better and I get to be outside and get some fresh air. That’s all I have for now.